Hey Sue,
Sorry it took so long to write you something on here. I just couldn’t make myself start because I was scared to start crying. I already started.
I miss you so much, everyday I think about you. I miss your laugh, your smile, your hugs. I cant picture you without those things. I miss our everyday adventures, our chorus wah games everyday, our inappropriate lunch time talks everyday, eating scribblers ice cream with Bri and Emma and you making us laugh at the corny jokes on the sticks, and the best Valentines singles day ever with many inappropriate stories, our thriller float, Singing Santas you as Snoopy and me as the elf running down the isles during the concerts and dancing with Mr.Caulfield as he tried to hold a laugh, the youth group activities, our groupie selfs following All We Know around, where do I stop?
I think about you constantly and really can’t stop myself from smiling and crying. I hear your awesome giggle constantly and wish I could hear it for one more time in person. “Oh Katie!” was a constant phrase everyday that I miss hearing. I miss my best friend and my secret holder.
I miss your good morning texts, your birthday and every holiday texts, I miss my cheer-me-up go-to-girl when Im upset. I miss you so much Sue. It doesn’t feel real at all. I can’t break it down to understanding. I wish you were here. I want you here. Its not fair. You taught me so many things Sue, everyday I just wish that I can be at least half of who you were, and thats asking for a whole lot.
I hope you are partying up there. I hope you meet my grandparents because I know they were very fond of everything you showed everyone. Say hi to the big guy for me and put in a good word. I get happy thinking that everyday is one day closer to seeing you again. Don’t forget me Sue, because I sure as hell am not forgetting you. Thank you for everything beautiful. Thank you for being my friend, a sister, and a role model. You don’t know how much you meant to me. I love you so much Sue. Miss you every day. <3
Have a Happy Birthday Birthday and free hugs day soon and party it up angel.
Love you my beautiful Guardian Angel xoxo
-Kaitlin Grodotzke